May 02, 2007

Thinking of Him

I had a dream about him last night. I don't remember what the dream was about but I remember how I felt.
He was a boy I knew in grade school and junior high. Unofficially, he was my first boyfriend. The first boy I spent time alone with. The first boy I was comfortable around.
He is a stranger to me now. I only know of his hardships through his brother's obituary. Yet he is still important to me.

2 comments:

The Guy Who Writes This said...

I've lost two former girlfriends. It sure is weird.

Amaya said...

My vagueness was confusing. He's actually still alive. I only know where he is because I read his brother's obituary.
Man, I made that confusing. Sorry.
But I do have an ex-boyfriend who died in high school. It was sad then, but even more so now because I realize how much of life he missed out on.